My anxiety is rather bad.
It affects my life so much.
It's debilitating.
It ashames me to admit that.
Everyday I face big challenges.
Just going out my flat is scary.
Jump at the smallest sound.
To the point of panicking.
I'm constantly tense.
I avoid so much because of it.
It's ruling my life.
And I have no clue what to do.
Last time it was this bad I self medicated.
Got hooked on benzo's.
Right now I'd rather be an addict.
Than a nervous wreck of a person.
And I know that's bad.
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