Caved In.

High on life I wish.

More like high on benzo's.

Yes, I've slipped up.

Finally ended up caving in to the urges.

I know its supposedly bad.

But is it that wrong to medicate.

Especially when you need to relax.

Just every so often.

And I know my limits, I know the drug.

I guess what I don't know is the quality.

But I'm fine, it's working.

I'm chilling, and safe.

It stopped me from cutting.

It keeps me from killing myself.

So it can't be that bad.

They're obviously over-exaggerating.

The docs give it to me in the unit.

So why should I not do the same.

It's not like I'm addicted to it.

I'm rambling.