Mixed Day.

Today was a funny one.

M's birthday.

M's funeral.

Seeing him.

What have I done wrong?

Too Busy.

Cut and purged.

Not been caught thankfully.

They are to busy with supper.

Don't have the time to speak to me.

I'd only be mithering anyway.

He's Coming.

How am I going to deal with this.

The funeral is going ahead and he's going.

Falling apart right now.

Will I cope.