Tuesday 24 May 2011

Gave In.

I actually gave in.
Knew I would.
That voice always wears me down.
Can't change what I've done now.
Spent all my money.
On purpose.
So I can't eat.


Good or bad thing.
I'm not sure.
Starving makes me like me.
Yeah I know, fucked up.
Maybe the Anorexia is coming back.
Who knows.
I'd rather that than Bulimia.
So I ain't complaining.
Anorexia is not as much of a mind fuck.
Well for me anyway.
But I'd prefer to be ED free.

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