Seeing the mother on Thursday.
Nervous much.
Not seen her in a year, by choice I must add.
It's not going to be a pleasant experience.
It never is.
The night before I worry like hell.
It will no doubt be a sleepless night.
I get really tense when I see her.
I feel like she judges every aspect of me.
I never feel good enough for her.
I hold back so much, so I don't upset her.
Even though there is so much I need to express.
I'm scared she'll start yelling at me.
I don't want to be that terrified little girl again.
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