I know I'm not okay.
But am I too unwell to go away..
I hope not, I don't want to let people down.
Especially those who I care about.
I'm worried about breaking.
About a lot of things to be frank.
I don't want people to think differently of me.
That is if I decide not to go.
I don't want to feel pressured.
And then the crazy being unleashed.
Especially somewhere I don't know.
The fact I won't have my PRN makes it's scarier.
Like what the frick am I meant to do.
Things are heightened already.
And will be even more so away.
I use my coping skills but they only go so far.
Like oh frickety frickin frick.
Too much anxiety!
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