Looking Forward.

I'm trying to look towards the future.

I really am, even if I feel low or tired.

I'm looking into driving instructors.

Ones who can deal with anxious people.

If I can drive that will open up my world more.

And give me more independence.

I'm looking into getting cats again.

So that I have some other beings to stay alive for.

A reason to get up on the mornings I don't want to.

I'm looking into jobs I can do in the future.

I am also trying to better things.

In areas such as self care.

I have been looking where I can get my hair done.

And where I get have a massage at decent price.

I have also been researching therapists.

As the waiting list on NHS is so long.

And I want to do trauma work.

Even if it means privately.

I just want to move on.