Words can hit a nerve sometimes.
Talking to mum about the overdose certainly did.
Me committing suicide would tip her over the edge.
That is her view on things, emotional blackmail much.
Does she not think that I think about others feelings.
I do a hell of a lot of things to protect her.
To make her happy, to comfort her.
I have been doing that since I was a young girl.
Her safety is her responsibility, as mine is mine.
I don't blame my acts of SH on others.
I've fought against so many urges.
More than she will ever know.
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