Chopping Fat.

I wonder sometimes.

Is it really possible to recover fully.

From an eating disorder.

I feel like with everything else I can.

The cutting and overdosing.

I feel positive.

But with the bulimia, I can't stop it.

I've had messed up eating most my life.

In primary school I was skipping meals.

And had a terrible body image.

Bad enough at aged 8 to think seriously about chopping my fat off.

It breaks my heart.

Knowing I went through that and still am aged 20.

Having only got worse.

I should have been carefree and innocent.

Playing tag and dressing up dolls.

How many other young kids are on the path I ended up on.

Developing an eating disorder.

One that may kill them.

Without anyone noticing before its too late.