Once again resisting the urge to purge.
I've binged far too many times in my life.
It never helps.
Never takes the pain away.
Yet still I do it to feel to try and feel better.
If anything it just makes me feel worse.
Maybe I'm not really doing it to help.
Perhaps I do it to punish myself.
So I have a justifiable reason for all the self hatred.
I need to fix this.
Not sure how though.
It's an addiction.
And I'm in far too deep.
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