The Pain Behind The Mask
Wednesday, 12 September 2012
No Extra Support.
Nearly died
last week.
But
apparently don't need extra
support.
Feeling rather
let down and defeated.
Obviously
I'm just not worth it.
Tuesday, 11 September 2012
No Hope.
All hope
has gone.
And
I'm purging again.
Ordered
more pills.
Just
want to be
gone.
Monday, 10 September 2012
Suicide Awareness Day.
September 10th - Suicide Awareness Day
Rape.
I'M A DISGUSTING DIRTY SLAG
Scratch It.
Scratch
getting high.
I want
to overdose.
And
die this time.
High As A Kite.
Want
to get high.
High
as a kite.
No fucking higher.
Fuck Sake.
Unconscious.
Ten
drips.
Oxygen
mask.
Nasal
oxygen.
Catheter.
I'm
still alive.
Fuck
sake.
Wednesday, 5 September 2012
A&E Psychs.
The psychs are
absolute twats.
Nuff said
for now.
Tuesday, 4 September 2012
Ignorant Bastard.
Some people are,
I can't think of the word.
Ignorant
, thats it.
But they
make my blood boil.
They make
me lose it.
Why do people post that they
want to die.
Errr, maybe because they need support and help.
Idiot.
Escaping Reality.
Getting drunk and pilled up at 9am is
probably quite a record.
A stupid one
at that.
I've only been up properly
since 8am.
Can't even last a hour in reality how pathetic.
Monday, 3 September 2012
Vampires, Again.
The
vampires have come back.
Screaming and yelling.
MH worker was
useless about my suicide plan.
Just tell
your social worker.
Struggling
so much right now.
Sunday, 2 September 2012
High, OD.
I just want to overdose,
again.
Think
I may wait
till tomorrow.
Just
get rather high today.
It's a
sad life.
They've Gone.
My Tinks and the KITTEHS
♥
They've
been rehomed.
Heartbroken,
that's what I am.
Only
had her for about a month.
But I
loved her too bits.
Was in floods of tears
when they took her.
Your gone but
not forgotten.
Saturday, 1 September 2012
Tinks And Her KITTEHS ♥
Tinks and her KITTEHS
♥
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