Wednesday, 12 September 2012

No Extra Support.


Nearly died last week.
But apparently don't need extra support.
Feeling rather let down and defeated.
Obviously I'm just not worth it.

Tuesday, 11 September 2012

No Hope.


All hope has gone.
And I'm purging again.
Ordered more pills.
Just want to be gone.

Monday, 10 September 2012

Wednesday, 5 September 2012

Tuesday, 4 September 2012

Ignorant Bastard.

Some people are, I can't think of the word.
Ignorant, thats it.
But they make my blood boil.
They make me lose it.
Why do people post that they want to die.
Errr, maybe because they need support and help.
Idiot.

Escaping Reality.


Getting drunk and pilled up at 9am is probably quite a record.
A stupid one at that.
I've only been up properly since 8am.
Can't even last a hour in reality how pathetic.

Monday, 3 September 2012

Vampires, Again.


The vampires have come back.
Screaming and yelling.
MH worker was useless about my suicide plan.
Just tell your social worker.
Struggling so much right now.

Sunday, 2 September 2012

High, OD.

I just want to overdose, again.
Think I may wait till tomorrow.
Just get rather high today.
It's a sad life.

They've Gone.


My Tinks and the KITTEHS 
They've been rehomed.
Heartbroken, that's what I am.
Only had her for about a month.
But I loved her too bits.
Was in floods of tears when they took her.
Your gone but not forgotten.