Overdose with out actually realizing.
Shit.
Even on 16 paras.
I barely ever take paras.
Aswell as sleep meds and 15 Xanax.
Ooopsies.
I got craft group later.
Hope Rrrr won't notice I'm high and struggling.
And drunk.
Drinking first thing waking up ain't good.
I wish it was all over!
Actually think i'm too invincible :(
Wish i wasn't.
REALLY GOT THE URGE TO CUTTTTTTTT.
Gah an i want edto arms to be scare for when I go on hol on monday.
Well that certainly went to shit.