Wasn't Meant To Be.

It obviously wasn't meant to be.

Not sure how I feel on that.

Don't know what I feel about much at the moment.

I feel lost.

Is It?

Is it my time or is it not?

Nobody knows.

Least of all me.

Planned Admission.

They're talking about a planned admission.
Not sure how I feel about that.
I'm not well at all am I.

End It.

ED's Kill.

I'm such a vile pig.

Why don't you just KMN.

Breaking.

Feel as though I'm on the edge.
I'm slipping away.
Don't know how much longer I can take this.
I want support.
But tomorrow seems like a lifetime away.

Part Of Me Is Missing.

Without you, I'm lost.

A big part of me is missing.

It makes me sad that I can't do anything to help you.

I just hope you get out soon.

How much longer I can go on without you.

I don't know.

I want you back.

In Memory Of You.

I hope you know we had a meal in memory of you.

We all love and miss you dear John.

I will never ever forget you.

Don't Give Up.

You're Killing Me.

Food, food, food.

Please get out of my head.

You're killing me.

Yes I know.

Another day.

Three more drips.

When will it end.

It's my fault yes I know.

Dripping Away.

I'm stuck all day.

And I'm stuck all night.

Drip drip dripping.

Away I go.

So I Did It.

So I ended up in the general. 

Still here.

Don't remember much about it.

I've just been changed wards.

That scares me a lot.

They don't know me.

Or understand.

I'll probs end up self discharging, tomorrow. 

I'm so angry.

Me Ringing You.

What is the point in me ringing you? 

I mean really.

There isn't you never rang back.

I'm doing what I'm supposed to do.

Ringing you for support when I feel like doing something.

What do I get back off of you?

I'll tell you what, nothing.

You are meant to be my SW.

Goddammit do your job.